Daydreaming about You

I dream a little dream every day,
A dream that I could take you away.
A dream of showing you where it all began,
far north - in my and your land.
I dream of kissing you under the stars,
holding you so close, that you wont ever be far.
I wish I could show you a world,
a world that would remind you of us,
yet challenge you with a few new faces.


When I met you, I knew you were special,
that's why its so hard to get over you.
I don't ever want to, because you deserve to be loved by me
ha - how self centered could I be.
You are loved where ever you go,
so then what makes me so special?


I turn the bad in your mind to good..
for a while at least I did ..
then I turned everything sour,
became this ugly self that not even I knew I could be
I scared you away with my apathy and my rage,
made you think I was pathetic with despair.


I wonder that sometimes this life, 
brings us to do things that help us learn
you were meant to break my heart
nobody could do it quite like you did,
which is exactly why you did.


I do love you and hate you at the same time,
actually that's not even remotely true.
I love you, couldn't hate you even if I tried,
I would hate myself for even trying.
There's no point in telling that you'll be great someday,
Because you already are.


You still mystify me and that's what attracts me to you.
Do all dreams have happy endings?
Mine seldom do, hopefully this one will.
I would love to show you the world
but if I don't get to do it,
I sincerely hope that you will see it someday,
even if it is with somebody else.


I'll love you forever....